Please help if anyone's awake

[LaurenTyler]

I'm sorry for not finding this earlier. I only recently got on the forums. Avago, my heart goes out to you and his family. I don't have a beer, so the best I can toast in his name is Sake.

"To those who are lost, but not forgotten. You will be dearly missed."

It will get easier to deal with over time. I know this for a fact. Keep the good times you had with him forever in your memory.

*Gives Avago a Tight Hug*

[Avago-Earo]

I just want to say Thank You to those that responded. I know there are many people here that have had bad things happen too. It's not just me. I just thought, mid Forties that risk evaluation would have been sussed out by now.

Turned out it wasn't smack. It was a heart attack. Coroner's verdict. He was 42 years old. He built himself up from selling the Big Issue on the streets about twelve years ago to getting homed, in a relationship and catering food for the elderly to becoming a fully fledged Care Worker for the Elderly. That's some achievement. His name was (still is) Leon. But it seems he was playing with fire too much. It looks like just about anything you could imagine was in his blood from whatever way you could put it in.

This isn't to make people sad. NO WAY!

There are so many people in Mobius with different stories. This is recent and, to me, fucked up.

The funeral was on Thursday. Standing room only. I saw the coffin but, unlike most, knew what was inside. This I find hard to deal with.

I've seen death before, took my mate's body down from a noose when I was 21. But this I have learned:

NOTHING WILL EVER DESTROY PUNK.

So, Men and Women of Mobius. To Each Their Own. And if any of you take stuff don't be ashamed. Some people throw themselves off cliffs and if it goes wrong someone else has to clean up the mess so horses for courses eh?

If you do choose drugs, just my 2p, if you're going to inject it, do a tiny little test first. Then enjoy it. Be careful.

I think thast's my rant done now. Take care folks xxx